Maybe I'm just ABNORMAL. Yes, that's the right word. I'm abnormal. Freakishly emotional, always depressed. I really can't live in this world, everything about myself OR this world just don't click.

I know you can understand whatever I write here, but there's just so much more that can't be understood about me. As much as I want somebody to be able to. I myself don't understand why I have all these emotional outbursts. I don't know what's with me wanting to be understood these days. I really, really wish somebody could connect some wires to my head and read every single freaking thing about me and talk to me.

If not, just make me disappear from the surface of this earth.

I wasn't like that in the past.